onceinawhile
08-15-2008, 01:25 AM
so i am a little disappointed in myself...
i wanted to try driving at night because in the fall the sunsets very early and i will be required to make my commute home from work in he dark.
so last night i decided to give it a try...
unfortunately i copped out and got off the highway at the last exit before the bridge. i am not sure what came over me really, i just did it. i am usually pretty good at getting over the bride, it is the return trip that usually gets to me. as i was pulling off the highway i did not feel relief, i did not feel better. in fact i felt worse because i let the my fear and anxiety get the better of me. :oops:
however, i am not going to let this slip up stop me from trying and continuing on with my exercises. i feel better today - but have yet to drive again...
i know we can do it!!
:mrgreen:
i wanted to try driving at night because in the fall the sunsets very early and i will be required to make my commute home from work in he dark.
so last night i decided to give it a try...
unfortunately i copped out and got off the highway at the last exit before the bridge. i am not sure what came over me really, i just did it. i am usually pretty good at getting over the bride, it is the return trip that usually gets to me. as i was pulling off the highway i did not feel relief, i did not feel better. in fact i felt worse because i let the my fear and anxiety get the better of me. :oops:
however, i am not going to let this slip up stop me from trying and continuing on with my exercises. i feel better today - but have yet to drive again...
i know we can do it!!
:mrgreen: